Today's word is "Random"

Okay so if you're like who is this girl and why should I care. Well as far as the caring thing goes, that's all up to your personal preference. But for the quick introductions my name is Kimberly. I'm currently residing in Baton Rouge and attending the great college of LSU. Two weeks in and I'm already stressed beyond my means. Should be reading out some hella boring Modernity book right now, but writing this is so much more entertaining. I'm a political science major and I know what you're thinking. What can you do with a degree in that? Well if that wasn't what you were thinking then you're in a minority because I feel like I get that question every day. FYI, I have no clue really what I plan to do with my life and for the time being that's fine by me. Thinking law school or graduate school, but I'm not looking to make a permenant decision about that anytime soon
Well socially speaking I'm whatever the opposite of the butterfly is. Maybe like a moth or caterpillar. That's my way of saying outgoing isn't a work used to describe me often. Sure I go to the clubs like every other single 20 year old, but that's about the only place I get random with the fellas. Otherwise I just sit in class and think "hey he's cute I should say something to him", but thats as far as I ever get for the most part. I've been in a rough patch with the fellas the past six months here. Two pretty crappy ending relationships that I'm trying to quickly move on from with the start of the new semester. I seem to attract guys who have ex-girlfriend issues, and it's a b*tch to deal with. They either can't commit for fear of getting hurt again, or somehow I don't match up to the memory of her greatness. Just for laughs let's share how one of my exes dumped me. A) He quit taking my calls for no apparent reason B) He attempted to dump me my email C) He sent a follow up email that listed in "numerical descending order" everything that was wrong with me. You're thinking damn girl that's harsh what did you do.LOL with this guy I didn't have to do anything to set him off. He wasn't right in the head, so we're better off with him vanished into the wind. I honestly think my last relationship which consisted of a 3 month rut where I was pretty much used for some random fun, while he decided whether he really wanted a relationship or not was worse. Nothing crappier than a nice guy who's been turned sour by some evil chick who broke his heart. Guys just need to deal with that like I have. It sucked..tear....tear... get up and move the hell on or your life is gonna suck. So I'm back out in the clubs keeping it real with the fellas. I know better than to think I'll meet a nice guy in a bar, but it's all about building confidence elsewhere in life.
On a lighter note, I'm on campus today and while I'm walking the good solid mile from my car to my class bright and early 8 am... I think up some of the most random crap. The saddest part is I amuse myself too much and people have got to be thinking wow what's so funny about walking down the sidewalk. What was so damn funny? Well I have these awesome ideas for futuristic inventions. Okay today it was personal mood music with speakers. Alright so that doesn't sound too jazzy, but hear me out. Like you walk by somebody and they've got a theme song for the day that plays as you walk by them. Some how magically it randomly works seemingly coming out of nowhere. Pissed at your ex... You Ought Know by Alanis plays around you. Feeling like a naughty girl... anything by Beyonce. Trying to pimp the ladies... a little Luther Vandross. You can really tell alot about a person by their tunage. Just in case you were wondering... this morning I would have been blaring some Box Car Racer. Nobody really got into that cd, but I pull it out every know and then and I'm like hell this is how good Blink 182 could be if they weren't trying to not act their age. Not like I have room to talk because as much as I hate to admit it I'm currently listening to Bloodhoung Gang. Yeah I know wtf!? I just found a blank cd and popped it in my computer and got rushes back to my high school days. Not that that's always a good thing, but today it is. So enough of my ranting for one night. I'm sure you'll hear from me again